Une Vie Compliquée: Autopilot

Friday, November 5, 2010

Autopilot

The atmosphere around me seems to have lightened, and not in that “oh I’m feeling light headed” kind of way some literalists always manage to see things but in the happy way. My roommate has been very cheerful lately, he’s had a good week and now that we’ve finally we got our cable TV sorted out he has his soccer channel and I have my Food Network so all is right in this world haha. Unfortunately for me the next week looks to be hell week in terms of work so I’ll revel in the calm before the storm so to speak as long as I can.

The evil procrastination monster is rearing its ugly head into my life so all that work I had earlier this week is still staring at me not having been done. Tonight I really just want to go out and have fun since I’m going home tomorrow to get together with Maria for a while and spend the night. I’m going to try and get some work done but that amount of progress I will make will likely be limited I fear.

I’m hoping for this to be a refreshing one, have some fun Friday and take it easy in familiar surroundings Saturday would seem to do that.

Well, other than that it doesn’t seem to be too much to say. Everything is just flowing along on autopilot with me being on standby until I need to take the reins again, let’s hope for a smooth flight.

Enjoy your weekend,

JP

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AnonymousNovember 5, 2010 at 11:19 PM
lol don't think that makes things all right in the world but it's a start.
Though that might be a funny fight "I want to see who scored the winning goal" "But I wan to see who made the best meal"

Hope you do well on your school work.

Take Care JP
Ethan
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waynerNovember 6, 2010 at 10:49 AM
Yeah, too much drama is hard on the head JP. That's why people get partners in their twenties and settle down lol. The best way to deal with procrastination is to manage your time to get the work done and have a little r&r too. Schedule your time for your work and stick to it; early in the evening is best and also if you have free time between classes; the more work you can get done during the day the better. But autopilot can get boring eventually lol. bfn - Wayne :) (hope college is going well for you too Ethan!)
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AnonymousNovember 6, 2010 at 11:38 AM
Thanks Wayne I'm doing fine
I do miss blogging but I don't feel that I would actually post anything
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Glossary

Some people I mention in this blog:

Maria - My best friend since kindergarden, I know almost everything about her and she about me. She was the first person I came out to and has been the rock ontowhich I go to when things get rocky in life. She's the only person I can actually speak completely open and frankly with. I don't know what I would do if I never met her all those years ago.

M - A girl I became friends with freshman year of high school, we've become very close friends and continue to be to this very day. We are surprisingly similar personality wise and value each other's opinion very highly. I can talk freely to M almost as much as I can with Maria. She currently attends an ivy-league university up north; I'm really glad we met all those years ago and can only imagine how my high school years would have turned out if we never met.

Miss X- Foodie, blogger, photgrapher, one of my best friends, and someone who can have a delightfully dry sense of humour. We met early on in high school and have been friends ever since. We often go on adventures accross NOVA with our little circle of friends which are occasionally recounted here on this blog.

Christine- Friends since we could barely ride half the roller coasters at theme parks, Christine is a magical being who is one of the few people I could and would talk about anything with for hours on end. She's currently spending much of her time in NYC though we still see each other very often. Her dramas sometimes make my drama seem like childsplay.

Mark -A former dorm mate, and now former crush. He came out as bi to me and Maudry one night which he has been increasingly comfortable with. He's tall, has short brown hair and used to play football. He's ambitious and looks to make a big impact in the world of Politics in the future. I have had a crush on him and we've gotten together a few times. I thought our relationship could have been something more, but in the end it will end up staying as a friendship. I hope only the best for him.

Liz - One of best friends at school. She's funny, charismatic and is someone who I can tell almost anything to. She's friends with Maudry, Mark and is part of the first floor crew who I love and frequently visited during my freshman year, we're still great friends today.

Matt - My now former love, hate, drug, everything. I met him back during my Sophomore year and the crush I developed on him that stuck for the longest time. He's tall, has brown blond hair and the rare but desirable "serious but funny" personality that makes me melt. He also has probably one of the best smiles of any guy I know. He was one of the captains of my high schools cross country team. For quite some time I've tried to end this obsession over him but everytime I seemed to make progress, I'd relapse. He's a great guy but in all liklihood he's straight.

Southern Charm (aka SC) - A guy on the crew team who had moved up from Florida during my senior year. He's charming, tall, and slim with brown slightly wavy short hair. When I first met him I got the thought that he might be gay, a thought I quickly suppressed. Since then, we had become pretty good friends. My friend Jess has a crush on SC. One evening on a car ride home, my friend Dutch told me she thought that SC might be gay, something I had repressed in my mind for months, but was pushed to the front of my mind again. He's now a freshman and is study engineering and comp sci in university.

Ben - A guy I had the pleasure of knowing for one of the best weeks of my life during a cruise over the summer. He's a bit shorter than me but was also a senior who runs cross country. We got to know each other pretty well and had many conversations during that week that I will probably never forget. He has brown hair and the most beautiful light brown eyes. I'm pretty sure he's straight but i couldn't help but get the feeling he could have been bi. He's mostly in my summer 2009 posts.

Dutch - My friend who I met during my junior year on the crew team. She's a fun great person to be around and is someone I could talk about anything with, especially during the private car rides back from practice. We both know of all the crew drama that goes on.

My Family - A network of people who I love with all my heart despite their nuances, quirks and often ridiculous practices. Apart from my mom, I haven't told anyone I'm gay and probably won't for a while. They're not ready for that and don't need the added stress.

Various Single Lettered Friends (L, T, K etc)- Friends I got too lazy to actually come up with an alias for (I gave up after five, how sad haha). They are usually someone from my close group of friends some of which I have come out to. We have a very mutually supportive relationship that fosters great bonds between us as a group.

**Names Changed to Preserve Anonymity**

Friday, November 5, 2010

Autopilot

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