Surprise, surprise, my Spring break plans have changed once again. As I've mentioned a few weeks ago, I was supposed to go on a cruise this week but that got canceled because of my parent's getting separated....well, apparently it's back on.
What the hell is going on? I don't even know anymore. I haven't spoken or seen my dad in about a month and my mom hadn't spoken to my dad until two days ago. He doesn't want to waste the holiday so despite how obviously awkward it's going to be I reluctantly/was guilt tripped into going. I honestly think it's a bad idea but my mom needs to get away from home and wants to take advantage of the time to talk with dad about how things are going to proceed. They've turned a Caribbean holiday into a business trip. I'll let them do what they do, maybe this will be a productive holiday for them. I hope so at least.
As for what I'm going to do? Well, I've been granted an unprecedented level of freedom by my mom to spend time on the ship as I please. She doesn't want me to have to deal with the inevitable drama so she said I should go off and do whatever and try to enjoy myself...whatever that means. We are still staying in the same room and we're probably going to eat together for dinner and such but otherwise I'm going to preoccupy myself with the GT of the GTL the Jersey Shore has made so popular, in addition to other things. I'm still modeling for the Spring fashion show so the gym will be my best friend for the week but I also need to socialize.
It is Spring break for many schools in the US so there will be plenty of college aged people on board so I need to make sure to make an effort to meet and talk to them. There's a club on board and the casino where I can probably meet a bunch of people so as long as I don't become too engrossed in not being awkward and thus come across as too shy, I think I should be fine. I've met some amazing people on cruises before so hopefully this will be repeated this time 'round as well.
Spring break also brings up another thing I'm looking forward too, guys, and lots of them. Yes, I do intend to scope out some guys to get together with during my holiday, and yes, I am going to let loose and have some fun over the course of the week. I don't want to completely whore myself out, but Spring break is supposed to be fun and getting some is part of that. I don't have much in ways of work and when there are so many possibilities to meet guys I'm going to milk it for all its got.
God, I sound like a slut ;)
Speaking of milking things for all they've got...I'm still not on good terms with my dad but in keeping with the spirit of a no-holds-barred Spring break, I plan to take advantage of my dad's credit card and try my hand at blackjack, poker, drinks on shore and jet skiing. It sounds like I'm taking advantage of the situation (and I sorta am to be honest) but at this point, I don't care as much as I probably should. To give you another idea about this weird relationship I have with my dad right now, I've talked to my mom about getting a job at the local Wegmans this summer and since we both need a car, she told me to talk my dad into buying me one. Essentially she said he has the money, use it while you can. It's very passive aggressive and back handed in all honesty. If that gives you a flavour about what the relationship between me, my mom and my dad have right now you can only imagine what the overall situation is like.
Well, we'll see how this week turns out. I'm going to try to have fun and if I get some Internet access I'll do some updates and hopefully some photos for you guys as well.
Smooth seas ahead captain...I hope.
JP
Have fun.
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Well boo-hoo you are going on a cruise lol; I wish that I was so cursed. Yeah make the best of it and try to be on better terms with your dad; don't bite the hand that feeds you. And definitely whore yourself out, you are at your sexual peak now; make hay while the sun is shining! bfn - Wayne :)
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